Because I need this chance....

to be right.

Not the kind of right that swallows hearts in a browbeat superiority.

The kind that swallows hearts in a calming ellusion of belonging. Humanity.
An element we all find through our sometimes simple yet alien abilities.

...

"One day I slowly floated away.
One day I slowly floated away...
..There comander in chief was hoping
their destiny was not to die."

...

I was scared. ALREADY. Sigh.
But I found a smile from a slight reassurance to a plee.
Nothing was cruel.

I can see how bad this could twist up.
I hope not. If so, I will have to brush off and pull my way
through the quicksand of my drowning emotions.

I hate the feeling of being held hostage and so vulnerable by emotions!

I have stronger emotions these years.
I want to keep their passion but loose their heat.

I want to use my head more then my heart.
I can think of what's best....
but I can't seem to forcefeed myself the medicine.
...

"Wake up the morning, I shall
Wake up, and so shall you and I
Wake up the sun is beautiful.
And it is warming you and I!

Fragile as we lie."

...

DOs:

• Think positive.
• Be more vulnerable.
• Think and act for yourself.
• Be yourself!
• Meet new people.
• Boost self-esteem. ;]
• Finish a project; i.e. Illustration with full bg and color.
  

DONTs:

• Agree for the sake of comfort.
• Stop Doodling.
• Try something new.
• Forget to think outside the box.
• Sit inside all day--GET OUT!
• Neglect your family and friends.
• Stop blogging here!
• Base everything off the past...lightning doesn't strike twice, kay? [er, 3 times?]
  

....Let's try the above therapy.

Don't get caught up so ferverently in one possibility--remember!
"Never make someone your priority when your only an option to them!"

KNOW:

• It's not from cruelty--you know that tonight/this morning.
• Its new-- you have to spend time on this to know where you stand.
• Jealousy is the black spot...the cancer to your happiness. [don't tred lightly here]
• This will require a different lifestyle then what your used to. Its OK.
  
• When your upset/confused....find something funny to think about. Getfuzzy.com is out there.
• You need to walk away and breathe to think clearly when your emotions flair.
  
• I love you--your capable of being fair to yourself and others. You're amazing for yourself.

Kay. I think I have enough hots for myself for one blog. Till this is necessary again.

Eisley is so helpful. And the Little Mermaid Broadway soundtrack.
:D